Thursday, January 7, 2010

The Heavenly Perspective

So... in reading The Lovely Bones I've been considering the way the author chooses to describe heaven and what I actually know of heaven (which for a Christian who goes to a Christian college isn't as much as I should). The book is really good... but the heaven stuff is weird. I suppose there is something appealing about it from a pagan standpoint, but even when I tried to separate myself from my values and belief system I have trouble with it. In case you haven't read the book (and that's assuming that anyone besides Garrett actually reads this blog ever...) here's a little sample of what Susie's heaven is like:

When I first entered heaven I thought everyone saw what I saw. That in everyone's heaven there were soccer goalposts in the distance and lumbering women throwing shot put and javelin... After a few days in heaven, I realized that the javelin-throwers and the shot-putters and the boys who played basketball on the cracked blacktop were all in their own version of heaven. Theirs just fit with mine--didn't duplicate it precisely, but had a lot of the same things going on inside.
~Alice Sebold

So... in the book, basically whatever you desire shows up in your heaven. Anything you want you can have right when you want it. Except for people. Not that there aren't other people in heaven, but you can't wish for specific people that you want to be in your heaven, like your family and people you loved back on earth. Susie finds herself separated from them, but she can still watch them (and eventually she finds that she can kind of interact/effect them). But she isn't really happy with heaven because she can't really have what she wants most, which is to be alive again and with her family (and for her murderer to be dead instead). The more I think about it, the more I think Alice Sebold's heaven sucks. I get that it serves the story, but still... call it something else if you're just going to make it this kind of after-life void that can't really support you. That's kind of lame.

The Merriam-Webster Dictionary definition that I think defines it best and I can agree with is this: the dwelling place of the Deity and the blessed dead; a spiritual state of everlasting communion with God

That's kind of general, but it sums up the idea that, hello, GOD is there. I think it's kind of weird to have a heaven and leave God out of it. At least have some sort of spiritual deity or something... I don't know. The book's view of it is just so... existential.

None of this means that I'm not enjoying the book thoroughly, I am, I just had some thoughts about the heaven stuff and thought I might as well share them here. Who knows, maybe I'll get farther in the book and she'll run into God on a stroll through her garden full of lollipops that she created. ;)

Totally psyched for the movie! Peter Jackson is a visionary.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

2010... new year, new ideas, new stories!

Oh, new year that cometh... what dost thou bring?


...ummm.... yeah, I don't know what that was.

Thus far the new decade isn't all that promising. But who knows, right?

Oh! I was hit with this really cool idea for a story the other day in church. My pastor was starting a sermon on Corinthians, and his intro had something to do with the fact that it was a letter and writing letters and stuff and then BAM just like that this story just hit me. And I don't mean just like, an idea for a story, I mean like, beginning, middle, end, main characters, main plot points... just everything. Like, I have never had a story develop so quickly in my mind. This is why I am convinced that this story is gold and I need to figure it out and write it soon before I lose it. Of course, It is Well in the Wastelands would be put on hold... which sucks because that's a good one too, but I haven't had inspiration for it for a while.

...anyway. In other news, I am reading The Lovely Bones before the movie comes out. So far it's good. It's depressing... but good.

Well, wish me luck on my writing. This is a good story. A really good one. I can feel it. I'm going to call it Letters from the Sky. Yeah, I know that's a song by Civil Twilight. I love that song.



Later.